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Tuesday, January 31, 2012
@ 12:23 AM Repeat Seriously why "repeat customer" cannot? Why must it be "regular customer"?? Have been feeling optimistic about projects and workload! The girls have distributed slides (already, yippeeeeee!) Will prepare slides later on. I hope! Anddddd due to my constant blogshopping, have managed to source for livejournal-style items at a cheap price. $20 FOR 2 LEH JEALOUS NOT?!?!?!!?!? But I must stop blogshopping already. Promised Bby I will control. One of the shirt was one I've been looking for for superrrrrr long. It was priced at 28+ at juicesea previously. Urbanbangs too. Nyeahhahahahaahaa I got it for less than half the price ^^ Have so much new items on my bed. Love seeing them stacked up high ^^ Skipping econs and fom tmr. School started at 8 initially, but I'm going at 1! :D Yayyyyyy. Though I still have to wake up early to buy clothes. Lalala~ CAN'T WAIT FOR PROJECTS TO BE DONEEEEEEEEEE! I WANT FREEDOM. Monday, January 30, 2012
@ 12:10 AM Everything ![]() “This tremendous world that I have inside of me. How to free myself, and this world, without tearing myself to pieces. And rather tear myself to a thousand pieces than be buried with this world within me.”
Sometimes life just isn't fair, but if you always keeping count, how can you ever find out that you might have something that others want? Keeping my head up high. :) Saturday, January 28, 2012
@ 11:22 PM Work Gosh. I really need a break from school work and projects. ITB and FOM presentation BOTH on wednesday. PLJ. Proposal. 2 individual reflections. ITB database. FOM report. And to think that irritating aunt of mine commented "Oh your sister JC? You poly right? Poly not stressful one la." I swear when I heard that I wanted to shake her so hard but I controlled myself. Seriously?? Still got the spsu training somemore on monday. Blogging is taking my stress away one word at a time. Thank you :') And manda, I updated already ah! Anyway for this chinese new year, I have more money as compared to last year! It was miraculous cos everyone around me said they got lesser money as compared to before. Hahaha economy not good la! $2 ang pao also got. Like that might as well don't give? I go there to see my cousins anyway :) Amos grew taller! Almost my height already. Tsktsk so long never see him. I advised him not to go any engineering courses in poly cos there aren't a lot of girls there. (Y) Alicia grew so pretty too! But she's almost as tomboy-ish as me when I was young. YAY FOR TOMBOY-NESS! ^^ And of cos the best part was getting to wear all my new clothes ^^ Speaking of chinese new year, I went to Manda's house to celebrate! Had fun there with her secondary friends, though Shin Ying was veryyyyyyyy shy. I think Pearlyn and Derrick is super cute together ohmygod ^^ I mean it's fun to meet new people, and experience more things..... ok nvm I don't know what I'm talking about. We played many games like murderer and the polar bear?? The polar bear one was fun!! The first time I played it. But it must be played in a group with lots of people. I think 9 people aren't enough cos it's so easy to guess the polar bear. Had lots of fun laughing with them, so many epic moments but I'm too lazy to blog it out. Looking forward to an outing again with them, maybe the chalet that Geng Yun is in the process of booking/already booked? :) :) :) These few days have passed by sooooooo quickly. So scared for my exams and projects and presentations, I hope I'll scrape by? P.S I have never thought you'd be so mean, to make fun of me with the rest. Yes I'm not perfect, I'm ugly, I have a square face with small eyes, I'm fat, I'm stupid, I'm slutty, I'm big, I'm a giant, I'm whatever you think I am, but I really thought you were real and sincere. Seems like my judgments are always, always, always fucking wrong. To think I thought you were a friend. Go ahead, laugh at me with them. You're really crossed out of my life this time. I don't even want to look at you anymore. Utterly disappointed in you. This paragraph will be the last time I ever blog for you people. You will. Not. Affect me. Ever. Again. P.P.S Sorry for lack of pictures! :/ very lazy to upload too. P.P.P.S Sigh I spent on clothes again. Good job Debbie, $100+ in one week. Sunday, January 22, 2012
@ 6:39 PM What doesn't kill you makes you stronger ^Above song credits to Manda for introducing me to it :) Lighters Lyrics: By the time you hear this, I woulda already spiraled up I would never do nothing to let you cowards fuck my world up If I was you I would duck, or get struck like lightnin’ Fighters keep fightin’, put you lighters up, point them skyward, uh Had a dream I was king, I woke up still king Rap game’s nipple is mine for the milking ‘til nobody else even fuckin’ feels me, til it kills me I swear to God I’ll be the fuckin’ illest in this music There is, or there ever will be, disagree? Feel free But from now on I’m refusing to ever give up Only thing I ever gave up’s using, no more excuses Excuse me, if my head is too big for this building And pardon me if I’m a cocky prick, but you cocks are slick Poppin’ shit on how you flipped your life around, crock of shit Who you dicks tryna kid? Flip dick you did opposite You stayed the same, cause cock backwards is still cock you pricks I love it when I tell them shove it cause it wasn’t that Long ago when Marshall sat, luster lacked, lustered Cause he couldn’t cut mustard, muster up nothing Brain fuzzy cuz he’s buzzin’, woke up from that buzzin’ now you wonder why Does it how he does it, wasn’t cuz he has buzzards circling around his head Waiting for him to drop dead, was it? Or was it cause some bitches wrote him off? Little hussy ass fusses Fuck it, guess it doesn’t matter now, does it? What difference it make? What’s it take to get it through your thick skulls That this ain’t, some bullshit, people don’t usually come back this way From a place that was dark as I was in just to get to this place Now these words be like a switchblade to a hater’s ribcage And let be known from this day forward, I wanna just say thanks Cause your hate is what gave me the strength So let them drinks raise cause I came with 5'9" but I feel like I’m 6'8" You shitted on me on your way up, there's bout to be a scary drop Cause what goes up, must come down You goin down I'm something you don't wanna see, like a hairy box And now I'm fantastic, compared to a weed high And y'all niggas just gossiping like bitches, on a radio and TV, see me, we fly It's thanks to these songs that I'm able to hold my head up high and to acknowledge that I've really come out and changed my life on my own even though my self-esteem is shit. Thank you :) The lyrics meant alot to me. It made me strong. Maybe there will be moments in my life that I'll fail and return to the dark place I've been before since I was in primary 5, but I'll try my best not to. @ 2:33 AM A chapter Hihi haters and lovelies! :D Before I start... Can I just say that blogger's way of uploading pictures is damn troublesome?? Not user-friendly at all. Unlike facebook's. Haven't been blogging for so long, been occupied by schoolwork, projects and outings with lovelies and Bby :) Btw bon voyage Jeslin! Projects have been more or less done. Fom, ITB and proposal, here I come! (Tomorrow) ![]() Have been obsessed with chicken wings and drumlets recently since we went to Pizza Hut to eat it. And as usual... Bby lets me eat what I want ^^ ![]() Every morning I wake up to see Spastic like this. I don't know why, I think I must have let go of her in the middle of the night? Feel so guilty. Imagine waking up to a sad face with hands held out like that. :( I can't hug someone to sleep. That's for sure! Oh, and went to Junction 8 on...thursday or wednesday with Bby? It was one of our few meetings this few days, remembering when we met everyday... Anyway, there were so many chinese new year goodies and booths set up! In Lot 1 too. Hopefully when chinese new year comes I'll get to eat the things available in my relatives' house ^^ Walked around Junction 8 to shop, I didn't realize tracyeinny's shop was there! Didn't see anything much though. Every outfit looks nicer online. Had a slight craving for ice cream and happened to see Marble Slab. I was super excited and pulled Bby to look at the prices. The problem with Marble Slab is that their ice creams are expensive if bought on your own- but cheap and value for money once you split the cost! Which is what we did. Ordered pint-sized Willy Wonka thing, which includes the double dark chocolate ice cream and some chocolate chips. I think it costs $14.90. Sooooo... If you divide it into, it's like $7.45 ^^ So cheap right?! For pint-sized nice ice cream! :) :) ![]() Contemplated to get the normal pint-sized ice cream that was not included in tasty creations (Refers to ice cream that is mixed with other yummy stuff), which was at $10.90, but we figured that the tasty creations one is better value for money? ![]() The person making the ice cream for others ![]() Double dark chocolate is the one at the top, second from left! ![]() Oh yeah this person is verryyyyy good to us, took a lot of the chocolate and stuffed it into the pint till it was hard to remove. :) ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() I like seeing them mixing the ice cream. Looks so appealing! ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() I really like this logo/symbol. And the words. :) "Find happiness within". Sound so wise right hehe *act cheem* ![]() ![]() @.@ drools p: ![]() p: ![]() ![]() Decided to watch "hua pi" on Bby's laptop cos we figured we would stay there for quite long. The ice cream took quite long to finish! Approximately 40 minutes? Hahahaha and at the end the ice cream was melting fast. So Bby decided to faster eat the melted ones. Haiyo enjoy ma! Eat so fast how to taste! And thank you for agreeing to the willy wonka flavour though you don't like chocolate chips :) ![]() ![]() Can. Not. Stop staring at how nice his jaw shape is. Unlike mine -.- ![]() ![]() After finishing the ice cream, we walked around junction 8 and walked into some electronics store. Sorry uh I very bored by all these one so I didn't bother to see the shop name. But... the crazy thing is now, televisions are so freaking THIN!! Okay maybe it came out like long ago and I'm lagging behind but... IT'S DAMN THIN!! ![]() SEE?! ![]() Walked around somemore cos Bby likes to browse such stuff. There's other details but I shall not emphasize too much on that. Very boring one la. Today ~~~~ Went to Junction 8 again to study! Paraded around with the nice maroon/wine red coloured bag. Forgot to bring money too, so manda lent me :) We were both supposed to meet at 1030 but met at 11 instead cos we were both late. She crazy one, wake up so early to study! So walked to mos burger and decided to study there. We did really study for the first 2 hours. I was amazed at how she can sit there, on the uncomfortable 90 degrees chair. Seriously. I was like forcing myself to study cos I was so affected by her aura. But really cannot make it :/ Oh when I went to the toilet, I pushed open a cubicle door (assuming it was unoccupied) and then one little girl was sitting on the toilet bowl. She had a very nonchalent look when I opened it and it's like she's used to it lol! Then, I saw her mother behind me. I was afraid she thought I was a lesbian pedophile or something so I apologised and ran away. But the girl cute la! :D Then ate this burger.... ![]() The new smth smth smth wagyu burger without veggies. Sigh I ate beef. :( OH and manda pointed out that the milk there has NO FAT and NO SATURATED FAT? And it costs 5cents lower than mineral water? Like seriously I don't know- if it's as good as it sounds then shouldn't it be like the expensive water that Mr Sim drinks, the perrier sparkling water? ![]() Then Alicia came, and from them on, cannot concentrate already. But she is pretty serious when it comes to studying, just like manda. Damn scary. BUTTERFLY PRAWNZ! Haven't eaten them for so long. I miss them :'( Then qishan came :) Crapped and studied for awhile more and it was not long before we were all distracted! Haiyoooo :p Then we dispersed at around.. 5? Manda went to find Zhiwei (AWWWW), qishan to uncle's house and Alicia home to sweep etc. HAHAA seriously she damn poor thing. And me? I met Bby at Nex at 9 :) Went home to rest first cos wasn't feeling well. Sigh he cabbed down, $10 fly away already. Why can't taxi fares decrease? Singapore is so mean. Why forever want have surplus is government budget? Can give us back a bit anot? :/ Went to Shui Yan She. Ok I'm lazy to type in chinese. Go figure out yourself, it's the shop that has roselle pink pearls (think Manda will like it, it's pink). Saw Cheng Wee there, he charged us lesser for the drink just like he did last time when we were waiting for our o's results and just drifting around. Sigh I miss those times! So carefree and I could earn money and spend it too. Anyway, thank you Cheng Wee! You'll have good karma. Hahaahhaha :D ![]() ![]() ![]() I liken him to a small boy that has been abused to much and is emoing at the corner :p Ok but seriously he looks like a small boy beside me. Why am I so old looking? Maybe if I was shorter.... ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Wanted to take a sneak picture of him but it included my side profile, unfortunately. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() We look so retarded here!!! Ok anyway, sorry for spamming you guys with pictures of us. Have finally gotten the blog post out. Phew! I think blogging about my activities will be good for me in the long run. I'd remember the days when it was peaceful and good and I can cherish what I have now. :) From now, everything=fresh new start! Let's hope this year will be a good one :D LEGGOOOOOO! Monday, January 16, 2012
@ 10:57 PM My 18th :) :) :) :) :) :) :) So here I am..... Typing out a post when I'm supposed to be doing econs tutorial! But kinda told lovelies that pictures would be posted up today... Though I doubt Jeslin would do it on time ~.~ I'm surprised that I even could bring myself to even enjoy today! 4 hours of sleep... no joke for like whole day outside. like 720am to 11pm. (Y) The front row girls fell asleep in pacc class, I think we disappointed Mr. Cheng :( MR CHENG I'LL STAY AWAKE NEXT TIME. Sorry :( Then went for the SPOT briefing. Sighhh why do guys like Jun Hao have EVERYTHING fall into their hands?? Walao life is unfair! But then... Ok optimistic optimistic! :) Outside the pacc room, Geng yun was being soooo weird by talking to me about the Spell thing. So I humoured her and talked to her too. SEE I SO NICE RIGHT! You just humouring me also lor!! LOL. Were spending FOM lecture in classroom. Clique decided to skip. Tsk tsk! How can like that ah?? Teach me bad things leh! Then watched the Exorcist. Wasn't nice to watch cos there wasn't a lot of scary parts. Oh and after I went back to the classroom, I had no idea why Qishan screamed like crazy?? Made me swallow the food I was eating! Almost choke leh you know!! Lolllll! Then........ went to Clementi to eat Pizza Hut. Didn't know Clementi had one! They have placed their store in such an ulu place, poor strategy leh Pizza Hut! Tsk tsk. It was so empty there, we were the noisiest bunch of people, too! The music was drowned out by our crazy laughter. That Jeslin forever paiseh by us one! ![]() Mango>Strawberry>Pear(??) ![]() ![]() Curry Zapple Baked Rice(???) ![]() OMG OMG OMG MY FAV THE SPICY DRUMSTICKS OMG I WANT MOREEEEEE! ![]() ![]() HAWAIIAN! ^^ ![]() ![]() The treasure pizza thing. Hmmmm... I think overall the crust and the "bag" looking thing is ok? But the end part where there's this red ham thingy?? That tasted gross. We played the thumb game! Loser had to eat the gross red thing. Hahaha I never kena once. Today is my lucky day! ^^ Amanda and Qs ah stop laughing at my face I tell you! OHOHOH did I mention that Amanda CRIED after laughing at what Geng yun told her on the bus? CRIED! Seriously I have never seen that happen before. Damn cool please! Then walked around to buy Geng yun's bag. She bought this $31 bag. I think the nude heels were more worth for money though! ![]() ![]() After awhile I left to meet Bby :) Ate Baskin Robbins with him. Yes Geng yun if you are reading this then we should eat this together with the rest too! ^^ Sorry for leaving early today. Anyway chose the Chocolate Mousse flavour plus cookies n cream. Ok I know I know why eat such plain flavours right?! But at the moment I think chocolate stuff would boost our moods :) Will try other flavours to try next time! ![]() ![]() Hihi ^^ Don't think too much over what happened okay? Whatever happens.... Spastic and me are here :) ![]() The collage the lovelies did for me :') I am really veryyyyyyyyy touched that you guys spent the effort to help me do this! My 18th isn't as boring as I thought it'd be after all. I love you all! Geng yun, Jeslin, Amanda and Qishan! Cannot take it leh Amanda damn sweet on twitter! Group hug more next time ok!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ |
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