Saturday, January 28, 2012
@ 11:22 PM

Gosh. I really need a break from school work and projects. ITB and FOM presentation BOTH on wednesday. PLJ. Proposal. 2 individual reflections. ITB database. FOM report. And to think that irritating aunt of mine commented "Oh your sister JC? You poly right? Poly not stressful one la." I swear when I heard that I wanted to shake her so hard but I controlled myself. Seriously?? Still got the spsu training somemore on monday. Blogging is taking my stress away one word at a time. Thank you :') And manda, I updated already ah!

Anyway for this chinese new year, I have more money as compared to last year! It was miraculous cos everyone around me said they got lesser money as compared to before. Hahaha economy not good la! $2 ang pao also got. Like that might as well don't give? I go there to see my cousins anyway :) Amos grew taller! Almost my height already. Tsktsk so long never see him. I advised him not to go any engineering courses in poly cos there aren't a lot of girls there. (Y) Alicia grew so pretty too! But she's almost as tomboy-ish as me when I was young. YAY FOR TOMBOY-NESS! ^^ And of cos the best part was getting to wear all my new clothes ^^

Speaking of chinese new year, I went to Manda's house to celebrate! Had fun there with her secondary friends, though Shin Ying was veryyyyyyyy shy. I think Pearlyn and Derrick is super cute together ohmygod ^^ I mean it's fun to meet new people, and experience more things..... ok nvm I don't know what I'm talking about. We played many games like murderer and the polar bear?? The polar bear one was fun!! The first time I played it. But it must be played in a group with lots of people. I think 9 people aren't enough cos it's so easy to guess the polar bear. Had lots of fun laughing with them, so many epic moments but I'm too lazy to blog it out. Looking forward to an outing again with them, maybe the chalet that Geng Yun is in the process of booking/already booked? :) :) :)

These few days have passed by sooooooo quickly. So scared for my exams and projects and presentations, I hope I'll scrape by?

P.S I have never thought you'd be so mean, to make fun of me with the rest. Yes I'm not perfect, I'm ugly, I have a square face with small eyes, I'm fat, I'm stupid, I'm slutty, I'm big, I'm a giant, I'm whatever you think I am, but I really thought you were real and sincere. Seems like my judgments are always, always, always fucking wrong. To think I thought you were a friend. Go ahead, laugh at me with them. You're really crossed out of my life this time. I don't even want to look at you anymore. Utterly disappointed in you. This paragraph will be the last time I ever blog for you people. You will. Not. Affect me. Ever. Again.

P.P.S Sorry for lack of pictures! :/ very lazy to upload too.

P.P.P.S Sigh I spent on clothes again. Good job Debbie, $100+ in one week.