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Sunday, April 29, 2012
@ 12:17 PM  Saturday, April 28, 2012
@ 12:19 AM Tutorials  I think the above one is so true. :) Had Psychology tutorial today, I think I finally know that psychology is not simple as memorizing people's behaviours to assess them. It's how you use the information, how you cater them to different people. And I've learnt that you can't assess yourself as well as you think you do. But I think, I do know myself. I know my insecurities, my problems, my weaknesses, my imperfections. Then it struck me- I only knew the bad part. Why? Anyway, everyone sort of "Refreshed" after the tutorial. I don't hate that, in fact I think that this will be a brand new start for our class. It's nice to know that a teacher can care for a class more than just what teachers are entitled to. Speaking of this, I still miss Ms Chong, my math teacher. I wonder how she's doing, hope she's fine :') 
SooooOOOOoooOoooooo (to irritate you) I've been quite active on Tumblr. Hmmm... Ok back to normal everyday life talk. Went for the starbucks 1-for-1 promo with Johnson and Jeslin. Jun Hao left halfway. I TELL YOU THE QUEUE AT CITY HALL IS C.R.A.Z.Y. Cos there was no queue at all. Teeheee. Saw my ex schoolmate working there, Farhanie! Then went to meet Bby at Bugis. Had chicken rice and him, fishball noodles. Sorry for being so annoying today (to those whom I've annoyed, esp Bby). Was so tired and restless so I couldn't shut up. And I was being so floppy all the time around Bby, like my spine became like jelly and my legs felt weak. I think that's due to not enough sleeep. SooooOoooOoOooOoOooooo I'll get enough sleep, today. Night :) Monday, April 23, 2012
@ 2:14 PM Sorry 
Here's a post to Bby: I'm sorry for not spending enough time with you recently. I know you feel neglected and more when my motivations are inexplicable to you. But give me time, I will change. Please bear with me. I love you :) Saturday, April 21, 2012
@ 11:52 PM Rumour has it Blogger has a new look... I don't like it I don't know what is what anymore!!!!! But back to the topic- (clear dust)- I'm back! Haha ok lame. Went for SPA training on wednesday with Manda and Geng Yun. The 3+km we ran was.... !@#$%^&* crazy seriously, the guys there still can talk while running?! My god. It made me seem so pathetic. Actually, I think I could have ran continuously throughout. (Sidetrack: I think talking my thoughts out are better, typing them out feels weird to me now) It's like... my body was saying: debbie you still have 48% of power left use it till 0% pls thanks. and my mind was like: LOLNO give up now you can rest if you stop pls stop now pls you can't make it anymore you're too tired and it's so awesome to rest cmon just give up. It just boils down to my mentality I guess. I've been negative for far too long. Maybe this is the time to change myself? Asked around for advice to improve recently. Hopefully I can think positive now? And I think someone I'm close with is irritated with me....... Maybe I should learn to be more mature? I think I shall just control my immaturity when she's around! Have you guys seen the Hunger Games? (duhhhhhhhhhhhhhh of cos you have) 
I want the books :( I think I'd prefer the books than the movie cos everything is in the book. Oh to make up for the past lack of updates: I had a 4D3N chalet with lovelies and some others, it was fun but I guess the highlight of the day was Day 3 and 4? Hahahaha. But I still prefer my bed soooooo.... BUT it was fun, no doubt! The cost of the chalet was no joke though, we still haven't finished paying each other what we owe! Work today was alright at the start as Manda was there to guide me etc ok I don't need so much guidance now but she does salads faster than me. But after she left......chaos. Well, for me at least. I gave Ambrey soooo much trouble it was scary. Wrong salads, doing pumpkin and pinenut salad instead of valuetarian, wrong orders, re-doing orders that Ambrey already completed, putting the wrong ingredients, being slow in scooping the food, cooked proteins that didn't need to be cooked as there was already enough(like king prawns) (ok i know you guys who don't work where i do won't understand what I'm talking.) and etc. But he was so understanding. So. goddamn. understanding. Kept saying that it's not a big deal and I should take it slow and maybe read the receipts. I was so stressed everytime I made a mistake (and it was 70% of the time- the other 30% i just stood there folding the cutlery like a robot). In the end I cried cos I was so frustrated with myself for being so idiotic. When I told him to scold me and he just told me to relax and asked me whether I wanted to take a break. A BREAK. After so many mistakes. Welll it was awkward cos I wasn't even the one who needed a break, he did so much work by himself! Calmed myself down and resumed work after that. It was quiet in the store after that but when closing was near it became less awkward. Anyway, thank you Ambrey you're a very nice boss, seriously :) 
Hi Bby this is for you! :D Bby had competition today, he went for like the whole day and guess how many games he played?..............................1. ONE. Hahahah seriously waste of time. Anyway thanks for making time to meet me recently :) and also for tolerating me and all the problems that comes along. Do hang in there I'm changing! Did I mention that we got hamsters? Well they're called BoboChaha (his idea), one male one female. They're now few weeks old as I'm obviously late with updates and I've seen them grow (when I go to Bby's house, he's the one who keeps them as I'm not allowed to keep them :( ) from this small <----------------------------> to <------------------------------------------------------------------> omg they are so cute!! <3 
I think the monkey is damn poor thing. Seriously I don't think animals should be treated like that. Look at its face..... :(
OMG BLOGGER FINALLY HAS A USER-FRIENDLY PICTURE UPLOADER OK I LOVE THIS NOW HEHEHE.
Oh yeah, went for a porridge buffet with lovelies and.... *deng deng deng* the guys! I have no idea why they've been tagging along with us recently when they stopped hanging out with us last year. Well not that I'm complaining but...why the sudden change? I think the most shocking one was Wen Chou, didn't think that he wanted to go out. Oh and we have a new classmate! Wayne. Now this class has 5 guys officially. Sort of, since one's like not really there... OH and I was shocked when Wen Chou didn't mind switching members internally, cos I thought the guys were damn against the previous grouping. SERIOUSLY I don't know what they're thinking......but it's ok I guess the truth might be scary.
And oh FYI:
- Imma: I'm going to or smth like that I don't care.
It's used like: imma do shit to you
NOT.
Imma going to do shit with you.
PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE it's freaking irritating to see people using slangs incorrectly. Ok end of this rant.
Going to eat the papaya my grandma cut for me now. She wants me to shit more. K can hehe bye! Sunday, April 1, 2012
@ 10:36 PM Work I have not updated. FOR SO LONG. But it's like whenever smth interesting happens to me, I'd be lazy to blog about it. But now since I have time... ok lor! Anyway started the first day of work! It was fairly tolerable (the morning silence with Ambrey was quite hard for me cos I didn't want to bug him with too many questions or he kick me out). Then Zishan came. She was like quite strict at first cos she rarely smiled! I think cos not shou yet. Ah well she will see me more so it's ok ^^ Then Qishan came also! Then... Jeanette(?)came too! Seriously that girl is full of energy. Keep dancing one. The customers were like staring (Y) Ok now I feel lazy to blog alr. On a side note, thanks Bby for coming all the way from Kovan just to meet me for 1 and a half hour! <3 Let's both work hard for this week! |
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