Saturday, April 21, 2012
@ 11:52 PM


Rumour has it


Blogger has a new look... I don't like it I don't know what is what anymore!!!!!
But back to the topic- (clear dust)- I'm back! Haha ok lame.

Went for SPA training on wednesday with Manda and Geng Yun. The 3+km we ran was.... !@#$%^&* crazy seriously, the guys there still can talk while running?! My god. It made me seem so pathetic. Actually, I think I could have ran continuously throughout. (Sidetrack: I think talking my thoughts out are better, typing them out feels weird to me now) It's like... my body was saying: debbie you still have 48% of power left use it till 0% pls thanks. and my mind was like: LOLNO give up now you can rest if you stop pls stop now pls you can't make it anymore you're too tired and it's so awesome to rest cmon just give up.

It just boils down to my mentality I guess. I've been negative for far too long. Maybe this is the time to change myself? Asked around for advice to improve recently. Hopefully I can think positive now? And I think someone I'm close with is irritated with me....... Maybe I should learn to be more mature? I think I shall just control my immaturity when she's around!

Have you guys seen the Hunger Games? (duhhhhhhhhhhhhhh of cos you have)

I want the books :( I think I'd prefer the books than the movie cos everything is in the book.


Oh to make up for the past lack of updates: I had a 4D3N chalet with lovelies and some others, it was fun but I guess the highlight of the day was Day 3 and 4? Hahahaha. But I still prefer my bed soooooo.... BUT it was fun, no doubt! The cost of the chalet was no joke though, we still haven't finished paying each other what we owe!

Work today was alright at the start as Manda was there to guide me etc ok I don't need so much guidance now but she does salads faster than me. But after she left......chaos. Well, for me at least. I gave Ambrey soooo much trouble it was scary. Wrong salads, doing pumpkin and pinenut salad instead of valuetarian, wrong orders, re-doing orders that Ambrey already completed, putting the wrong ingredients, being slow in scooping the food, cooked proteins that didn't need to be cooked as there was already enough(like king prawns) (ok i know you guys who don't work where i do won't understand what I'm talking.) and etc. But he was so understanding. So. goddamn. understanding. Kept saying that it's not a big deal and I should take it slow and maybe read the receipts.

 I was so stressed everytime I made a mistake (and it was 70% of the time- the other 30% i just stood there folding the cutlery like a robot). In the end I cried cos I was so frustrated with myself for being so idiotic. When I told him to scold me and he just told me to relax and asked me whether I wanted to take a break. A BREAK. After so many mistakes. Welll it was awkward cos I wasn't even the one who needed a break, he did so much work by himself! Calmed myself down and resumed work after that. It was quiet in the store after that but when closing was near it became less awkward. Anyway, thank you Ambrey you're a very nice boss, seriously :)


Hi Bby this is for you! :D
Bby had competition today, he went for like the whole day and guess how many games he played?..............................1. ONE. Hahahah seriously waste of time. Anyway thanks for making time to meet me recently :) and also for tolerating me and all the problems that comes along. Do hang in there I'm changing! Did I mention that we got hamsters? Well they're called BoboChaha (his idea), one male one female. They're now few weeks old as I'm obviously late with updates and I've seen them grow (when I go to Bby's house, he's the one who keeps them as I'm not allowed to keep them :( ) from this small <----------------------------> to <------------------------------------------------------------------> omg they are so cute!! <3

I think the monkey is damn poor thing. Seriously I don't think animals should be treated like that. Look at its face..... :(

OMG BLOGGER FINALLY HAS A USER-FRIENDLY PICTURE UPLOADER OK I LOVE THIS NOW HEHEHE.

Oh yeah, went for a porridge buffet with lovelies and.... *deng deng deng* the guys! I have no idea why they've been tagging along with us recently when they stopped hanging out with us last year. Well not that I'm complaining but...why the sudden change? I think the most shocking one was Wen Chou, didn't think that he wanted to go out. Oh and we have a new classmate! Wayne. Now this class has 5 guys officially. Sort of, since one's like not really there... OH and I was shocked when Wen Chou didn't mind switching members internally, cos I thought the guys were damn  against the previous grouping. SERIOUSLY I don't know what they're thinking......but it's ok I guess the truth might be scary.

And oh FYI: 
- Imma: I'm going to or smth like that I don't care.
It's used like: imma do shit to you
NOT.
Imma going to do shit with you.

PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE it's freaking irritating to see people using slangs incorrectly. Ok end of this rant.

Going to eat the papaya my grandma cut for me now. She wants me to shit more. K can hehe bye!





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If you can't handle me at my worst, I don't think you deserve me at my best.


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