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Tuesday, June 26, 2012
@ 1:25 AM Sampat 
“People think being alone makes you lonely, but I don’t think that’s true. Being surrounded by the wrong people is the loneliest thing in the world.”
Idk why I always type such moody stuff even though there's been many happy things happening around me, for example the strawberry cake my boyf bought for me, managing my studies well (okay okay that kind) and my friends are well...friends. :) I just don't want to keep thinking too much about things. I need. to. stop. thinking. too. much. Welll I'll let this passage (taken from http://skeletonrage.tumblr.com) explain (edited abit) "I’m so fed up of trying to reach people’s expectations. I can’t handle it, having people to expect something out of me is struggling. I try. I really do but I wish I can be on my own for some time yet I still want a friend.
Hell I’m even tired of being cautious of what I say to other people. It’s hard to believe if someone actually cares because of how majority of the people treat me. Having to smile because you don’t want to appear “emo” in front of other people and to explain why you’re acting that way.
“They won’t understand. They never will and will keep on judging you.”
There might be a few exceptions to this passage but oh wellllllllllllllllllll enough said already.
Ok on a more normal note, got my FRANK card today! (reminded of it by qishan's post, she finally blogged after manda tweeted so I checked). MINE IS GALAXY PWEENS OK DONT JOKE. DAMN PRETTY I SWEAR. Though it's $20 (so heartpain, aunty at heart yknow.).... but it's pretty!!
And got back C&B paper! Most of our class did quite well, feel proud for my class :) Even the teacher said she was shocked.
Hmmm what else.... oh yeah project's coming soon! Got reminded by Jes but I don't feel any stress, yet. I feel damn carefree la please!!!!!!!! And us girls are gonna study tmr! So fast right, one day after hols start liao. Hopefully we allll do well :)
Anddddd met Bby today, seriously I can give testimony that he sleeps like a pig. Seriously. Loud noises couldn't wake him up. AND I PUT HIS FRINGE UP TODAY. WTF HE HAS SUCH A SHARP CHIN AND DOUBLE EYELIDS HE LOOKS LIKE A GIRL. So jealous of him. Wait till he go NS and go bald. Mwahahahahaha. I'll be prettier than. :P ok nvm he looks okay with bald head anyway ~.~And I don't know why I suck at tetris battle 4p recently.... wth 1min 28 secs are you kidding me that is like so freaking slowwwwwwwww debbie buck up please :( I am sure that I will be exhausted later for lessons. Oh ya getting back blaw paper, guess it's time to know whether #teamnobert or #teamharry will win!!! Can't wait :) Shall eat the apollo pandan cake before sleeping. Brought 5 of the pandan cakes for lovelies but NONE of them ate it. Knvm. It's nice ok!!! ok bye Friday, June 22, 2012
@ 3:44 AM Covered "“Basically what we have here is a dreamer. Somebody out of touch with reality. When she jumped, she probably thought she'd fly” ― Jeffrey Eugenides"
I have too much to say and a lot more to describe. But I don't think I could ever express how I feel about you. I love you Alvin Ho! Thank you for everything. :)
*cant rmb when was this but yeah <3 Thursday, June 21, 2012
@ 12:42 AM 
------------ recently found out i have lots of drafts in my blogger and realised i haven't posted them!! sighh so low on cash right now i'm not joking. made a mistake during work and one WHOLE tray of food was wasted. Nice one la! Ok don't really feel like blogging rn i just blogged cos of the pic. kbye Sunday, June 17, 2012
@ 12:06 AM  Friday, June 8, 2012
@ 1:15 AM 
After just now, what he said to me suddenly struck me as true. "You only wait till after you've lost something, then you will start to cherish it." Though I've seen this many times in forums, internet, facebook etc, I found out that this behaviour really does apply to me. Maybe it's my fault, I don't prioritize you or pay enough attention to you. I just know that I would be very upset if I lost you forever. You're someone I cannot afford to lose. But I can't lose my friends either. Please understand that my past is what stemmed this. I'll try my best to make you feel as if you have at least the rest of me that isn't for my friends. Meanwhile, try to put up with me ok? Thursday, June 7, 2012
@ 12:08 AM Sham's 18th Before I say anything...... HAPPY BIRDDAY SHAM GENG YUN!!!!!!!!!! Hahaha I doubt she can see it anyway! But never mind :) she is so lucky she gets to go overseas to KOREA for her birthday sighhhhh :( And before I start with the "outing" today, I would like to blog about yesterday since manda posted pics!! 
^ LOL look how similar mathilda and amanda is!! Soooo cool And I must say that I am VERY VERY VERY TOUCHED THAT AMANDA HAS FINALLY MENTIONED MY NAME IN HER POSTS. LOLOLOL. And so sweet somemore awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww hahaha ok I can't like her post now that she's using blogger. Okay for today, went to changi airport to send our dear Geng yun off! But as usual we procrastinated... From 330 at orchard to 430 at orchard and then 530 at paya lebar. Seriously next time we must arrange the meeting time to be at 12. Met manda at paya lebar and she kept whinnnnnnnnnnning about how hungry she is. That's how she got known as being a glutton. Then qs came and we trained to changi and walked around trying to look for food. Waited for like eons for Geng Yun and Brian to come and have dinner. Ok so we decided on Swensen's and went to eat there. Blah blah blah and Geng Yun kept telling us stories that made Brian feel so awkward it was funny! Oh did I mention that GY got THREE watches for her birthday? Haha this life no need buy watch liao. And her watches are all above $140. Nice oneeeee. I would never buy such an expensive watch. After our main course, we showed GY the video that we made. Seeing her laugh at the video made me feel quite happy as like....I feel that at least our effort has not gone to waste!! And Brian wanted to treat us for the meal. Crazy it's like $90++ seriously. But of course we didn't let him la. Not so buay paiseh please. Then went to take photos and polaroids. Can't wait for manda to scan the pics! Looking forward to it. And there's many more pics on GY's phone but she can't send us cos her phone has no batt. Sian lor no need blog about it liao! Anyway today was overall very fun but too bad Jes can't make it :/ hope she feels ok, she looks so sick and frail on the video! ------ Bby and I have been skyping recently, skype is like really cool but the quality is like bad :/ both our webcams are clear but skype makes them mosaic-y, you know what I mean?? And he is smiling now hehe so cute! Ok I wonder if I should screenshot it........ Ok nvm jiayou for your heat exchanger thing ok? :) ------- I always have no idea how to end a blog post. Wednesday, June 6, 2012
@ 2:09 PM Photo spam Oh yeah overdue pics! Camp pics: 
Got to bond with simin, ziqi, deborah, huiping and eunice! Fruitful camp :) (Everyone was clean in this photo as we just bathed) 
After mstsssss: (I think?) 
Before msts: 
Oh and during a certain lecture, blaw i think? Heh anyway had mardhiana, shona, alicia and afifah in it! ^^ 
With miss jean! She's a really awesome PTN really hope that she could still be our PTN for next year but no :( : 
Don't know from when: 
when we were watching tv at colours. so awesome!!: 
Heh got all these pics from amanda and jeslin and Bby after amanda showed me the web link to her instagram. Ugh Idk why instagram is so troublesome. Can't access it when on the web you know!! Ok photo spam, sorry but I wanna keep those memories heh heh. Now I have 2 posts already ah amanda don't say I never post! Ok goodbye everybody! Tuesday, June 5, 2012
@ 11:29 PM Preparation Hihi I am back!!!!!!!!!! Random info I read awhile back : your brain thinks that you are 5x more attractive than how you really are. ......................nooooooooooooo bu yao zhe yang I already soooooooooo........ when i read it I was like......... :'( ANYWAY went to amanda's house today with qishan to do gengyun's video (she's always not online so I guess it's safe to assume that she won't read my blog!). Jeslin couldn't come though, she was sick. GET WELL SOON OK! Woke up at 9 then went back to sleep. Then realized qishan said she was late so I went back to sleep again. However she is late, for the third time and in the end I pangseh her and got on the shuttle bus. Teehee see next time you should wake up early :@ And you were the one who wanted to meet so early!! Reached amanda's house first and watched some young girl fall in love with a married old guy. The show seriously... should have been quite long ago? Cos their eyeshadow is BLUE. Hahahahaha another generation's makeup. Matilda was there doing her work, so guai seriously. Ok I am seriously lazy to blog all the details. In summary, qs came and we went to the rooftop to do the video. It was really fun and though I hate hearing my voice and seeing myself on video but since it was for sham's birthday..... And we took many photos too! Too bad I don't have instagram or else I could have taken from amanda's instagram. The ones on her tumblr doesn't contain everything too, there are more photosssssss. Then had dinner with their family, their egg was nice!! I think there was fishball inside though I don't know why. And amanda's mum said the egg tastes like bread. LOL OK CAN. So cute! And continued doing the video till like 9? The effort we put in.... ^^ It was really nice having girl time, have been missing out since young. :) Amanda's dad sent us to the mrt and then we went home. Going out with them again tmr, to changi I think? Enough of talking, pics are belowwwwwwwwwww 
Matilda at the left, samantha at the right! (finally remember heh) 
Anyway it's our 9th monthsary on 9th, heh heh time passes really fast :) Anyway jiayou for your fyp ok Bby, last year liao must chiong all the way!  Ok ending off I'm like blogging for only qs and manda and Bby anyway haha! |
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