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Tuesday, June 26, 2012
@ 1:25 AM Sampat 
“People think being alone makes you lonely, but I don’t think that’s true. Being surrounded by the wrong people is the loneliest thing in the world.”
Idk why I always type such moody stuff even though there's been many happy things happening around me, for example the strawberry cake my boyf bought for me, managing my studies well (okay okay that kind) and my friends are well...friends. :) I just don't want to keep thinking too much about things. I need. to. stop. thinking. too. much. Welll I'll let this passage (taken from http://skeletonrage.tumblr.com) explain (edited abit) "I’m so fed up of trying to reach people’s expectations. I can’t handle it, having people to expect something out of me is struggling. I try. I really do but I wish I can be on my own for some time yet I still want a friend.
Hell I’m even tired of being cautious of what I say to other people. It’s hard to believe if someone actually cares because of how majority of the people treat me. Having to smile because you don’t want to appear “emo” in front of other people and to explain why you’re acting that way.
“They won’t understand. They never will and will keep on judging you.”
There might be a few exceptions to this passage but oh wellllllllllllllllllll enough said already.
Ok on a more normal note, got my FRANK card today! (reminded of it by qishan's post, she finally blogged after manda tweeted so I checked). MINE IS GALAXY PWEENS OK DONT JOKE. DAMN PRETTY I SWEAR. Though it's $20 (so heartpain, aunty at heart yknow.).... but it's pretty!!
And got back C&B paper! Most of our class did quite well, feel proud for my class :) Even the teacher said she was shocked.
Hmmm what else.... oh yeah project's coming soon! Got reminded by Jes but I don't feel any stress, yet. I feel damn carefree la please!!!!!!!! And us girls are gonna study tmr! So fast right, one day after hols start liao. Hopefully we allll do well :)
Anddddd met Bby today, seriously I can give testimony that he sleeps like a pig. Seriously. Loud noises couldn't wake him up. AND I PUT HIS FRINGE UP TODAY. WTF HE HAS SUCH A SHARP CHIN AND DOUBLE EYELIDS HE LOOKS LIKE A GIRL. So jealous of him. Wait till he go NS and go bald. Mwahahahahaha. I'll be prettier than. :P ok nvm he looks okay with bald head anyway ~.~And I don't know why I suck at tetris battle 4p recently.... wth 1min 28 secs are you kidding me that is like so freaking slowwwwwwwww debbie buck up please :( I am sure that I will be exhausted later for lessons. Oh ya getting back blaw paper, guess it's time to know whether #teamnobert or #teamharry will win!!! Can't wait :) Shall eat the apollo pandan cake before sleeping. Brought 5 of the pandan cakes for lovelies but NONE of them ate it. Knvm. It's nice ok!!! ok bye |
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