Used to see my world in colour

@ 6:20 AM

maple kills

So here i am, at 610 in the morning, reading business law. from 4pm. up till now. i am proud of myself to say that i have completed chapter 4 to chapter 9. i. am. freaking. proud. of. myself. 5 chapters. in a day. this is a feat that i have not accomplished before. but i wouldn't like to thank blaw for pushing my limits. i am exhausted. 3 more chapters to go tmr. and if you are reading this, bby, jiayou for stuyding ok? do your best, try and study so hard that when you get back your results, you will have no regrets as you have done your best. love you :)

@ 3:27 AM

What

It's 325am and i have no idea what im doing here or on this laptop at all. pardon my i(s) as i am lazy to capslock everything. so far i have spent lots of time shopping to curb my stress and i am now ashamed to admit that i have spent more than 100 and less than 200 in a span of a few days. ugh. anyway planning a surprise later for that special someone but it depends on whether i have enough self control to carry it out. xxxx

@ 12:34 AM

stress

i have been literally doing this for the whole day. trying to memorize a statement can take me like 15mins, tried and proven. timed myself and i ended up zoning out. i am sooooooooooo stressed right now i don't really have appetite. 3 modules in less than a week to master- can i do it? why didn't i study more beforehand? sigh sigh sigh

@ 1:54 AM

hungry as hell

it's 2 am already and here i am in my room being as pissed as hell cos there's no goddamn food in the kitchen. cooked maggi mee and it wasn't enough. no bread, no hot dogs, no EGGS, no freaking hot food. the pandan cake is ALL EATEN UP. my maggi mee got EATEN UP TOO. everything i buy get eaten up by everyone when they're hungry. then ME? EAT SHIT. BUY THINGS TO EAT AT NIGHT, THEN EVERYONE EAT MY FOOD. AND SCOLD ME FOR BEING WEIRD TO EAT LATE. NICE ONE K NICE ONE I STILL HAVE PSYCH ROLEPLAY LATER AND I HAVE NOT READ THE BOOK MISS JEAN WANTED US TO READ. K NICE ONE

@ 4:34 AM

Shooting stars

Hey everybody! Feels like I've been cut off from society except from bby and family. Been doing preorder for blogshop stuff, and realized I got $200 in savings. But I returned the money to my aunt cos I still owe her money for the HK trip. So... broke again but it's alright!! And... using computer everyday for blogshop. Dealt with soooo many people who made my blood boil. Like seriously, I haven't started studying and you still want me deal with your bullshit?? Sigh deb what r u doing seriously exams on 23 aug... Argh ok nvm anyway I got updated soon, through blogs and then here I am to update mine too. Let's go!

Forgot when this was.....

Oh and btw went to celebrate his second sister's bday, went to eat Tong Luk in the morning, dim sum buffet~~ The whole family went and............I WAS LATE. Sigh poor time management seriously how could I????????????? :( enjoyed myself though I like the ice cream puffs hehe ok the dum sum too.

Then went to shop shop with his sisters at f21 and h&am. So sad the top I wanted from f21 is oos -.- and for h&m, I was the only one who bought stuff from there (his sisters didn't buy anything) (thanks to Bby thanks for the treat <3) ok i just typed a whole chunk of what we did and blogger converted the words into weird codings. damn you ok. sigh third time typing this.

Then went to the second sister's workplace, I think to find her boyf! So sweet leh they two, got to know each other through workplace ^^ and her boyf is super nice, gave me extra for everything, even the onion. He ended up throwing away alot of the onions cos he think too much not nice. Actually Idk if it's onions. It's called (Cong) in chinese.

Taking pics happily while his sisters were in the toilet.

the rice!!!! sooo nice :')

this is super nice too :')

And the eldest sister treated everyone for dinner, thank you so much!! I enjoyed myself :) 2 freaking good and filling meals. And I found out that Bby is realllyyyy good at taking spicy stuff. I drank his spicy soup thingy and I coughed immediately.

Forgot when this was.........

Went to Bby's house today, tried to study and get some work done. But I ended up sleeping, and his earplugs is like super usefullll! Blocks out 80% of noise!

Had dinner at his house, again.

He cooked for me SARDINESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!! <3 told him that I didn't want to eat dinner (cos I felt paiseh) and he said okay. Then when I tried to study again, he came into the room and told me dinner was done. :')

Oh btw I remembered before that he said his mum bought organic onions that were expensive, and I saw it cooked with the sardines... So I tried to eat a few of the onions though I don't really like it.

MY VERY AWESOME DINNER. Hungry just thinking of it.......... my god even the hotdogs are fried the way I like hehe

And what was really touching was that, when he cooked soooo many things for me, guess what he ate?

just plain maggi mee. -.-

:')

thank you bby y u so awesome?? hehe. I love you :') thank you for everything.

@ 10:01 PM

What do you see?

"Sometimes you wake up. Sometimes the fall kills you. And sometimes, when you fall, you fly."

- Neil Gaiman

@ 10:10 AM

as long as you love me

don't you think it's amazing that a guy like that could be capable of such affection in his eyes? when someone loves you for who you are. i think it's not easy to find one that would.

@ 10:20 PM

Sportsmanship

I really need to review my personality.
Having double standards and wanting people to behave like how I want to behave. How my ideals are.
Wanting people to accept me for me not behaving like how I expect them to behave.
Iasab. Eidiw. Sighhhh

I like surprises and surprising people.
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If you can't handle me at my worst, I don't think you deserve me at my best.

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