Used to see my world in colour

@ 11:55 PM

Have hope

NO. NONE

@ 2:26 AM

Luck

Hi everybody I have news to make.
You might or might know that I had a huge "mosquito bite" under my lip few days ago. Doesn't really matter.

The good news is that... I have confirmed that there is no mosquito bite at all.

The bad news is that it is a motherfucking big PIMPLE

I am so angry with my skin. Just before school starts too. Story of my life.

@ 2:38 AM

In my voice

Ok second post in a night since I'm obviously bored.... Randomly typed things into Google and I stumbled onto this site: http://www.wikihow.com/Tell-when-a-Girl-Is-Interested-in-You

There's a point that caught my eye.

8) Test her. If she's hanging around with other girls or male friends, there are a few things you can try to see how she responds:

Go up to her when her friends are all around her. If they suddenly disperse to leave the "two of you alone together", it means she has already told them she likes you and has asked them to scram should you come along.
Compliment other girls when you talk to her. If she responds icily or visibly blanches or stiffens, you've just brought out her jealousy, which means she likes you for herself. Don't keep her in this state; brush off the compliment as something vague and come back with a compliment twice as good directed at her alone.
Wave and say hello when you see her talking to another guy. If she appears flustered, uncomfortable, or looks down, this may be a sign that she's not happy about you thinking that she likes this guy over you. If she didn't have any response or simply waved back vaguely, this would indicate that she's not that interested into you. Also realize that she may be more shy around you than she is around guys she considers to be "just friends".
See if she looks to you for your reaction when she is talking about things with others, especially with other guys. This can be a sign that she cares more about how you react than about the other people she's talking to.

Haha point number 2 is so true!!! I seriously feel it's the best way to test if a girl likes you man. However I think this point will push her away from you cos she might think you're a player or something. But...... Just "brush off the compliment as something vague and come back with a compliment twice as good directed at her alone". This article is good man. Covers everything. However I think that instead of brushing off that compliment about that other girl- if you really want her to know that you are into her and you wanna flirt- then change the compliment about that other girl into a compliment about HER!

For example: "Ohhh that girl's top is quite nice... (after receiving an angry stare or whatever else) ... BUT it doesn't suit her. I think your top is better. Suits you. :) " etc etc

OMG SO SWEET RIGHT HAHAHAHA I'D CONFIRM BLUSH INSIDE (I can't blush sigh my cheeks have turned red only ONCE in my whole life. After I drank haha) -fangirlllllllllllllll- omg omg omg omg so sweet lol I think I'm crazy already

And anyway right.... I think that the "fact" that "if a girl likes you, her pupils will dilate" shit is like totally undependable. Like what, you're gonna stare into her eyes to see if there's a slight marginal change in the circumference of her pupils?

I think this article is quite good and I personally feel that these points are accurate. Although I think it's weird that biting the lips is considered as a body movement to look out for. I'd never bite my lips that's like so trying-to-be-seductive haha so paiseh

The most important thing of all that article is point number 10. CONFESS MWAHAHAHAAAA

And anyway for the guy's version it's here! : http://www.wikihow.com/Know-if-a-Guy-Likes-You#_note-Master_Dating-0

Anyway it's surprising cos there's more things to watch out for regarding guys. I thought normally girls are the ones with more things to remember..
And again, "He looks at you a lot. His eyebrow may even lift as he watches you ("the eyebrow flash" that lasts a fifth of a second)"

^ How can ANYONE spot such a fast "lift" of the eyebrow?? Wtf man you'd look super psycho trying to look for the eyebrow lift haha another unhelpful tip.

Anyway... I give up trying to read guys man I think girls are much easier to read. Took me awhile to finish that guy article. Don't ask me why I'm reading these 2 articles all of a sudden. I'm really bored and the live streaming of Efren's game isn't entertaining me enough... Besides I like such articles! It's like reading people haha
ok

bye

@ 1:13 AM

You're still inside

Ugh here's another post. Seeing the previous post is giving me goosebumps. Anyway thanks to Alvin for coming all the way to my house from Cck to Serangoon just cos I said I was scared to bathe alone at home just to accompany me, before going with me together for training. Mind you, he came over at like 10am ok haha my god. Thank you so so so so much I couldn't have left the house if I didn't bathe! And for throwing tantrums all day cos I was so tired and worn out. I know you treat me very good la ok ^^

Anyway I've spent so much time on trying to find a new blogskin. I wish it was as nice as my tumblr skin man kinda contemplating to move over to tumblr cos of the skin but. I. Shall. Not. So much trouble + personal things there so yup. Sigh blogger wake up your idea laaaa. So many problems with my blogskin sigh like you can't access the archives etc.

Waking up at 8am+ later for competition at Klassic later on. Wish me luck (or don't anyway, I don't really feel involved in this competition)!

@ 12:10 AM

DHRMP 02 / 2 Chalet

Hi I am back after this class chalet. Having mixed feelings about this chalet cos... things happened. Maybe things started after a photo, or whatever. I don't really feel on dwelling on it cos I'm still really scared. Kudos to Eunice for taking it in stride like that! I'd have cried so much if I were her. Anyway the start of the chalet was good!

Met up with the girls @ Tampines before going to the chalet. When we reached there, I was so surprised at how awesome the chalet was! Seriously the environment is so much better than Downtown East or whatever. Heard from Simin that it's very hard to get a slot for this chalet as there are only 14 slots and even if there's a free slot available, you can only get it if you are lucky to get it by balloting. I feel so blessed. :)

A few pictures of the chalet. Two stories plus a spiral staircase (Can't descrive how much I love spiral staircases)

A small seat at the corner!

An outdoor toilet. This is supposedly a jacuzzi but no one used it cos they say it looks dirty. Sigh :(

Our room!

Simin's, Deborah's, Huiping's, Eunice's room! There's also a "princess net" over their bed haha so cool

A TV in their room

The living room!

Sorry haha more spiral staircase pictures

-Sighhh- look how gorg this living room is seriously

This was the second day morning. Seriously I felt damn shag. Can you see how bloated my face is?

Went to Changi Village with Qishan for nasi lemak instead of Tampines with the others cos I didn't feel like travelling so far just for food.

The outside of the chalet

So basically it's the second night where everything sorta became weird. Shall not say what I don't want to jinx anything. Throughout editing the lighting of these photos I was so scared and paranoid of seeing anything.... But the good thing is that it bonded us actually! Everyone was in the same room and lying down and talking. Though I didn't get to hear much. I felt like hugging Eunice for the whole night actually but then I'd seem weird haha. It was a good night though. :) Around morning we decided to get our butts out and everyone was busy cleaning. The rules there are pretty strict, if the chalet is dirty we'd have to pay a minimum of $100.

On the bus to Tampines interchange with Simin, Deborah, Eunice and Huiping!

Wayne and Junhao. Haha Junhao was superrrr noisy that night but actually he really helped lighten the atmosphere. If the room was quiet it'd be more creepy.

Zhiwei and Am. Haha oops sorry for the unglam shot!

Anyway this chalet was one of the best ones I went to! Though not everyone came, I'm still glad that half the class got to come :) I got to say the other half of the class really missed out! I'm still recoiling abit from this chalet but...it was a good experience. Got to learn alot of stuff about some people in our class and hey that's the whole point right! It's somehow cool that such a mix of personalities could come together to improve and bring life to the night. :) Will definitely remember this chalet.

I like surprises and surprising people.
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If you can't handle me at my worst, I don't think you deserve me at my best.

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