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Repeat

2012-01-31T00:23:00.003+08:00

Seriously why "repeat customer" cannot? Why must it be "regular customer"??

Have been feeling optimistic about projects and workload! The girls have distributed slides (already, yippeeeeee!) Will prepare slides later on. I hope!

Anddddd due to my constant blogshopping, have managed to source for livejournal-style items at a cheap price. $20 FOR 2 LEH JEALOUS NOT?!?!?!!?!? But I must stop blogshopping already. Promised Bby I will control. One of the shirt was one I've been looking for for superrrrrr long. It was priced at 28+ at juicesea previously. Urbanbangs too. Nyeahhahahahaahaa I got it for less than half the price ^^

Have so much new items on my bed. Love seeing them stacked up high ^^

Skipping econs and fom tmr. School started at 8 initially, but I'm going at 1! :D Yayyyyyy. Though I still have to wake up early to buy clothes. Lalala~

CAN'T WAIT FOR PROJECTS TO BE DONEEEEEEEEEE! I WANT FREEDOM.

Everything

2012-01-30T00:10:00.004+08:00

“This tremendous world that I have inside of me. How to free myself, and this world, without tearing myself to pieces. And rather tear myself to a thousand pieces than be buried with this world within me.”

—	Kafka (via alysian-fields)

Sometimes life just isn't fair, but if you always keeping count, how can you ever find out that you might have something that others want?

Keeping my head up high. :)

Work

2012-01-28T23:22:00.005+08:00

Gosh. I really need a break from school work and projects. ITB and FOM presentation BOTH on wednesday. PLJ. Proposal. 2 individual reflections. ITB database. FOM report. And to think that irritating aunt of mine commented "Oh your sister JC? You poly right? Poly not stressful one la." I swear when I heard that I wanted to shake her so hard but I controlled myself. Seriously?? Still got the spsu training somemore on monday. Blogging is taking my stress away one word at a time. Thank you :') And manda, I updated already ah!

Anyway for this chinese new year, I have more money as compared to last year! It was miraculous cos everyone around me said they got lesser money as compared to before. Hahaha economy not good la! $2 ang pao also got. Like that might as well don't give? I go there to see my cousins anyway :) Amos grew taller! Almost my height already. Tsktsk so long never see him. I advised him not to go any engineering courses in poly cos there aren't a lot of girls there. (Y) Alicia grew so pretty too! But she's almost as tomboy-ish as me when I was young. YAY FOR TOMBOY-NESS! ^^ And of cos the best part was getting to wear all my new clothes ^^

Speaking of chinese new year, I went to Manda's house to celebrate! Had fun there with her secondary friends, though Shin Ying was veryyyyyyyy shy. I think Pearlyn and Derrick is super cute together ohmygod ^^ I mean it's fun to meet new people, and experience more things..... ok nvm I don't know what I'm talking about. We played many games like murderer and the polar bear?? The polar bear one was fun!! The first time I played it. But it must be played in a group with lots of people. I think 9 people aren't enough cos it's so easy to guess the polar bear. Had lots of fun laughing with them, so many epic moments but I'm too lazy to blog it out. Looking forward to an outing again with them, maybe the chalet that Geng Yun is in the process of booking/already booked? :) :) :)

These few days have passed by sooooooo quickly. So scared for my exams and projects and presentations, I hope I'll scrape by?

P.S I have never thought you'd be so mean, to make fun of me with the rest. Yes I'm not perfect, I'm ugly, I have a square face with small eyes, I'm fat, I'm stupid, I'm slutty, I'm big, I'm a giant, I'm whatever you think I am, but I really thought you were real and sincere. Seems like my judgments are always, always, always fucking wrong. To think I thought you were a friend. Go ahead, laugh at me with them. You're really crossed out of my life this time. I don't even want to look at you anymore. Utterly disappointed in you. This paragraph will be the last time I ever blog for you people. You will. Not. Affect me. Ever. Again.

P.P.S Sorry for lack of pictures! :/ very lazy to upload too.

P.P.P.S Sigh I spent on clothes again. Good job Debbie, $100+ in one week.

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger

2012-01-22T18:39:00.004+08:00

^Above song credits to Manda for introducing me to it :)

Lighters

Lyrics:

By the time you hear this, I woulda already spiraled up
I would never do nothing to let you cowards fuck my world up
If I was you I would duck, or get struck like lightnin’
Fighters keep fightin’, put you lighters up, point them skyward, uh
Had a dream I was king, I woke up still king
Rap game’s nipple is mine for the milking
‘til nobody else even fuckin’ feels me, til it kills me
I swear to God I’ll be the fuckin’ illest in this music
There is, or there ever will be, disagree? Feel free
But from now on I’m refusing to ever give up
Only thing I ever gave up’s using, no more excuses
Excuse me, if my head is too big for this building
And pardon me if I’m a cocky prick, but you cocks are slick
Poppin’ shit on how you flipped your life around, crock of shit
Who you dicks tryna kid? Flip dick you did opposite
You stayed the same, cause cock backwards is still cock you pricks
I love it when I tell them shove it cause it wasn’t that
Long ago when Marshall sat, luster lacked, lustered
Cause he couldn’t cut mustard, muster up nothing
Brain fuzzy cuz he’s buzzin’, woke up from that buzzin’ now you wonder why
Does it how he does it, wasn’t cuz he has buzzards circling around his head
Waiting for him to drop dead, was it?
Or was it cause some bitches wrote him off? Little hussy ass fusses
Fuck it, guess it doesn’t matter now, does it?
What difference it make? What’s it take to get it through your thick skulls
That this ain’t, some bullshit, people don’t usually come back this way
From a place that was dark as I was in just to get to this place
Now these words be like a switchblade to a hater’s ribcage
And let be known from this day forward, I wanna just say thanks
Cause your hate is what gave me the strength
So let them drinks raise cause I came with 5'9" but I feel like I’m 6'8"

You shitted on me on your way up, there's bout to be a scary drop
Cause what goes up, must come down
You goin down I'm something you don't wanna see, like a hairy box

And now I'm fantastic, compared to a weed high
And y'all niggas just gossiping like bitches, on a radio and TV, see me, we fly

It's thanks to these songs that I'm able to hold my head up high and to acknowledge that I've really come out and changed my life on my own even though my self-esteem is shit. Thank you :) The lyrics meant alot to me. It made me strong. Maybe there will be moments in my life that I'll fail and return to the dark place I've been before since I was in primary 5, but I'll try my best not to.

A chapter

2012-01-22T02:33:00.002+08:00

Hihi haters and lovelies! :D

Before I start... Can I just say that blogger's way of uploading pictures is damn troublesome?? Not user-friendly at all. Unlike facebook's.

Haven't been blogging for so long, been occupied by schoolwork, projects and outings with lovelies and Bby :) Btw bon voyage Jeslin! Projects have been more or less done. Fom, ITB and proposal, here I come! (Tomorrow)

Have been obsessed with chicken wings and drumlets recently since we went to Pizza Hut to eat it. And as usual... Bby lets me eat what I want ^^

Every morning I wake up to see Spastic like this. I don't know why, I think I must have let go of her in the middle of the night? Feel so guilty. Imagine waking up to a sad face with hands held out like that. :( I can't hug someone to sleep. That's for sure!

Oh, and went to Junction 8 on...thursday or wednesday with Bby? It was one of our few meetings this few days, remembering when we met everyday... Anyway, there were so many chinese new year goodies and booths set up! In Lot 1 too. Hopefully when chinese new year comes I'll get to eat the things available in my relatives' house ^^ Walked around Junction 8 to shop, I didn't realize tracyeinny's shop was there! Didn't see anything much though. Every outfit looks nicer online. Had a slight craving for ice cream and happened to see Marble Slab. I was super excited and pulled Bby to look at the prices. The problem with Marble Slab is that their ice creams are expensive if bought on your own- but cheap and value for money once you split the cost! Which is what we did. Ordered pint-sized Willy Wonka thing, which includes the double dark chocolate ice cream and some chocolate chips. I think it costs $14.90. Sooooo... If you divide it into, it's like $7.45 ^^ So cheap right?! For pint-sized nice ice cream! :) :)

Contemplated to get the normal pint-sized ice cream that was not included in tasty creations (Refers to ice cream that is mixed with other yummy stuff), which was at $10.90, but we figured that the tasty creations one is better value for money?

The person making the ice cream for others

Double dark chocolate is the one at the top, second from left!

Oh yeah this person is verryyyyy good to us, took a lot of the chocolate and stuffed it into the pint till it was hard to remove. :)

I like seeing them mixing the ice cream. Looks so appealing!

I really like this logo/symbol. And the words. :) "Find happiness within". Sound so wise right hehe *act cheem*

@.@ drools p:

Decided to watch "hua pi" on Bby's laptop cos we figured we would stay there for quite long. The ice cream took quite long to finish! Approximately 40 minutes? Hahahaha and at the end the ice cream was melting fast. So Bby decided to faster eat the melted ones. Haiyo enjoy ma! Eat so fast how to taste! And thank you for agreeing to the willy wonka flavour though you don't like chocolate chips :)

Can. Not. Stop staring at how nice his jaw shape is. Unlike mine -.-

After finishing the ice cream, we walked around junction 8 and walked into some electronics store. Sorry uh I very bored by all these one so I didn't bother to see the shop name. But... the crazy thing is now, televisions are so freaking THIN!! Okay maybe it came out like long ago and I'm lagging behind but... IT'S DAMN THIN!!

SEE?!

Walked around somemore cos Bby likes to browse such stuff. There's other details but I shall not emphasize too much on that. Very boring one la.

Today ~~~~

Went to Junction 8 again to study! Paraded around with the nice maroon/wine red coloured bag. Forgot to bring money too, so manda lent me :) We were both supposed to meet at 1030 but met at 11 instead cos we were both late. She crazy one, wake up so early to study!

So walked to mos burger and decided to study there. We did really study for the first 2 hours. I was amazed at how she can sit there, on the uncomfortable 90 degrees chair. Seriously. I was like forcing myself to study cos I was so affected by her aura. But really cannot make it :/

Oh when I went to the toilet, I pushed open a cubicle door (assuming it was unoccupied) and then one little girl was sitting on the toilet bowl. She had a very nonchalent look when I opened it and it's like she's used to it lol! Then, I saw her mother behind me. I was afraid she thought I was a lesbian pedophile or something so I apologised and ran away. But the girl cute la! :D

Then ate this burger....

The new smth smth smth wagyu burger without veggies. Sigh I ate beef. :( OH and manda pointed out that the milk there has NO FAT and NO SATURATED FAT? And it costs 5cents lower than mineral water? Like seriously I don't know- if it's as good as it sounds then shouldn't it be like the expensive water that Mr Sim drinks, the perrier sparkling water?

Then Alicia came, and from them on, cannot concentrate already. But she is pretty serious when it comes to studying, just like manda. Damn scary. BUTTERFLY PRAWNZ! Haven't eaten them for so long. I miss them :'( Then qishan came :)

Crapped and studied for awhile more and it was not long before we were all distracted! Haiyoooo :p Then we dispersed at around.. 5? Manda went to find Zhiwei (AWWWW), qishan to uncle's house and Alicia home to sweep etc. HAHAA seriously she damn poor thing.

And me? I met Bby at Nex at 9 :) Went home to rest first cos wasn't feeling well.

Sigh he cabbed down, $10 fly away already. Why can't taxi fares decrease? Singapore is so mean. Why forever want have surplus is government budget? Can give us back a bit anot? :/ Went to Shui Yan She. Ok I'm lazy to type in chinese. Go figure out yourself, it's the shop that has roselle pink pearls (think Manda will like it, it's pink). Saw Cheng Wee there, he charged us lesser for the drink just like he did last time when we were waiting for our o's results and just drifting around. Sigh I miss those times! So carefree and I could earn money and spend it too. Anyway, thank you Cheng Wee! You'll have good karma. Hahaahhaha :D

I liken him to a small boy that has been abused to much and is emoing at the corner :p Ok but seriously he looks like a small boy beside me. Why am I so old looking? Maybe if I was shorter....

Wanted to take a sneak picture of him but it included my side profile, unfortunately.

We look so retarded here!!! Ok anyway, sorry for spamming you guys with pictures of us. Have finally gotten the blog post out. Phew! I think blogging about my activities will be good for me in the long run. I'd remember the days when it was peaceful and good and I can cherish what I have now. :) From now, everything=fresh new start! Let's hope this year will be a good one :D LEGGOOOOOO!

My 18th

2012-01-16T22:57:00.007+08:00

:) :) :) :) :) :) :)

So here I am..... Typing out a post when I'm supposed to be doing econs tutorial! But kinda told lovelies that pictures would be posted up today... Though I doubt Jeslin would do it on time ~.~

I'm surprised that I even could bring myself to even enjoy today! 4 hours of sleep... no joke for like whole day outside. like 720am to 11pm. (Y) The front row girls fell asleep in pacc class, I think we disappointed Mr. Cheng :( MR CHENG I'LL STAY AWAKE NEXT TIME. Sorry :( Then went for the SPOT briefing. Sighhh why do guys like Jun Hao have EVERYTHING fall into their hands?? Walao life is unfair! But then... Ok optimistic optimistic! :)

Outside the pacc room, Geng yun was being soooo weird by talking to me about the Spell thing. So I humoured her and talked to her too. SEE I SO NICE RIGHT! You just humouring me also lor!! LOL.

Were spending FOM lecture in classroom. Clique decided to skip. Tsk tsk! How can like that ah?? Teach me bad things leh! Then watched the Exorcist. Wasn't nice to watch cos there wasn't a lot of scary parts. Oh and after I went back to the classroom, I had no idea why Qishan screamed like crazy?? Made me swallow the food I was eating! Almost choke leh you know!! Lolllll!

Then........ went to Clementi to eat Pizza Hut. Didn't know Clementi had one! They have placed their store in such an ulu place, poor strategy leh Pizza Hut! Tsk tsk. It was so empty there, we were the noisiest bunch of people, too! The music was drowned out by our crazy laughter. That Jeslin forever paiseh by us one!

Mango>Strawberry>Pear(??)

Curry Zapple Baked Rice(???)

OMG OMG OMG MY FAV THE SPICY DRUMSTICKS OMG I WANT MOREEEEEE!

HAWAIIAN! ^^

The treasure pizza thing. Hmmmm... I think overall the crust and the "bag" looking thing is ok? But the end part where there's this red ham thingy?? That tasted gross.

We played the thumb game! Loser had to eat the gross red thing. Hahaha I never kena once. Today is my lucky day! ^^ Amanda and Qs ah stop laughing at my face I tell you! OHOHOH did I mention that Amanda CRIED after laughing at what Geng yun told her on the bus? CRIED! Seriously I have never seen that happen before. Damn cool please!

Then walked around to buy Geng yun's bag. She bought this $31 bag. I think the nude heels were more worth for money though!

After awhile I left to meet Bby :) Ate Baskin Robbins with him. Yes Geng yun if you are reading this then we should eat this together with the rest too! ^^ Sorry for leaving early today. Anyway chose the Chocolate Mousse flavour plus cookies n cream. Ok I know I know why eat such plain flavours right?! But at the moment I think chocolate stuff would boost our moods :) Will try other flavours to try next time!

Hihi ^^ Don't think too much over what happened okay? Whatever happens.... Spastic and me are here :)

The collage the lovelies did for me :') I am really veryyyyyyyyy touched that you guys spent the effort to help me do this! My 18th isn't as boring as I thought it'd be after all. I love you all! Geng yun, Jeslin, Amanda and Qishan! Cannot take it leh Amanda damn sweet on twitter! Group hug more next time ok!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

...

2012-01-15T23:47:00.001+08:00

Omg! Why can't I get a grip on myself?

Everything has been... so far okay? What triggered this?

Seriously screw the projects! Goddamn propo-ok I shall stop. Optimism all the way.

Causeway

2012-01-15T21:28:00.007+08:00

Had meetup with a few buyers and sellers today. Got one top that didn't fit me and another which doesn't look as nice in real life. Why am I always buying the wrong stuff!? :( And they kept changing the time of meetup. It was so frustrating having to lug around heavy plastic bags and knocking into people to get a "tsk". Hey please I didn't ask your fat ass to block my way! And I tried to dodge you but you all were too lazy to try to avoid me.

Anyway after all the hoo-ha... I spent $22 on 2 shirts. Sigh serangoon>woodlands>kovan>woodlands again. I feel like such a fool travelling around everywhere just for them! Met Bby at woodlands then. Was really cherishing the time spent together cos we don't have long :(

Hehe I love guys with broad shoulders and back ^^ I feel that it's very man hehe! Ate in mac and we tried to do work but kinda failed.

Weeee I like guys who wear like this too! Plain and simple. So nice leh Bby! Hehe :p

MWAHAHAHAHAA YOU'RE HOLDING A BARBIE DOLL.

Remembered how Miss Zhou used to fire it at people who didn't pay attention in class. I miss her along with Miss Chong :( They are both teachers who have impacted my life. Along with Mr Shahril. Gosh, I'll go back to secondary school this year! :(

Then after we finished looking at toys(his idea), we went off to buy sweets etc! Causeway point has a really good snack shop selling everything at a cheap price :)

Ate dinner and met up with a buyer. Finally got my $60 man, though I sold everything at a loss I'm just glad to be rid of it. Then headed home at 7. So sad, didn't get to spend much time with him :(

Anyway going to spend my birthday with lovelies tmr! Am so looking forward :)

PENGUIN

2012-01-14T23:12:00.011+08:00

Got into the SPOT thing! The interview is scheduled on next monday, 5pm. i actually hope that I'll get in. :/ Sighhhh lessons are 8-5. Then 5-6 is the briefing. 6-9 is PT. How can I survive?! Seriously.... :( I bet I'll have no time to do projects all these. But... shall remain optimistic. See Manda I got listen to you leh! :p and you ah, remember that not EVERYTHING can be sold on my blogshop lol!

Went to Bby's house yesterday before meeting up to exchange my shoes. Andddd.... he gave me my birthday present in advance since we don't have time to meet anymore. I was so shocked at the gift cos I really didn't expect him to give that!

Can you all guess what it is? :> :>

Give you all hint~~ See this one should know already la hor?

TADAH!!!!!! PENGUIN FROM MINITOONS!!!! OMFG SO CUTE RIGHT HAVE BEEN LONGING TO BUY IT BUT IT'S TOO EXPENSIVE FOR ME. IT'S A FREAKING P.E.N.G.U.I.N

HI!

He looks a bit skeptic here. But maybe it's cos of the ribbon ~.~

Named her Spastic ^^ Ok it's like such a weird name but then my version of spastic is= retarded-ly cute. Like a cute retard. But the retard isn't like really retard. Ok never mind! SPASTIC SPASTIC SPASTIC I LOVE YOUUUU!! :')

Thank you Bby so much I'm forever happy I love you too :') I already slept with Spastic yesterday and he's almost like a bolster to me alr <3 THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU hehe I know you read my blog so thank you leh!!

LOL Bby has a mini Spastic to massage his back. ^^

Okok sorry to keep spamming our pictures ~.~

Bby and his parents~ We went to somewhere called Sunshine Plaza to eat zi char. They ordered the pai gu, veg, fish and tie ban dou fu. I was scared at first that all the dishes would be very spicy but it turns out that it isn't at all! Anyway first time eating with them would be very unglam if I kept crying cos of the spiciness.

Secretly chionged to take pictures of the food cos they would think I'm weird, like "why is she taking picture?"

After we finished dinner, we went to walk walk cos we were all very bloated. Felt nice walking around with him and his parents though it was awkward at first. But I still enjoyed today though I did not get any work done. :)

Saw this weird thing. I don't know whether it's a fruit or not. Looks so disgusting! It's apparently called buddha palm and well known but I've never seen such a deformed thing in my life lol!

Aww they holding hands. Adults already still so sweet ^^

HATE BLURRY PICTURES!!!!!

Went off to Lot 1 and then walked around too. Went to minitoons to pay a visit to Spastic's brothers. Though one of Spastic's brother's head is slightly deformed :x Received a call from papa and he asked me to go home. Like seriously?! I barely have time to spend with him and he has to ask me to go home earlier on this day... :/ Though I know he means well but...... nvm.

Bby, thank you for always helping me to carry heavy stuff and giving me massages. So touched :) Let's work hard during this period! JIAYOU! ^^

Mood Swings

2012-01-12T23:29:00.005+08:00

Just googled: Why do I feel sad for no reason?

Got this answer:

"Think about it like this: Say that a kitten is taken in by a mother dog. The kitten is obviously misplaced, by nature, but after the kitten is grown a little more, it feels right at home with it's adopted brother and sister puppies. The kitten had become so used living with dogs, like a dog, that the kitten wouldn't feel as comfortable with cats, despite how much cat-friendly a family of cats would be. Human emotions are very similar. When a person is sad for an extended period of time, that person becomes comfortable with feelings of sadness. But even though there's no reason to feel sad, these people would rather stay in their own comfort zones, and remain sad. "

I think this person is right. He has just summed up the entire cause of my random bouts of mood swings in the last two sentences. I have been sad, and moody for the 17 years of my life. Well, minus the years when I was a baby as I had no thoughts of my own. I guess it's because of the time I had alone to myself- I tend to think too much about people and their actions and motives and this is maybe why I overthink too much sometimes and let my assumptions influence my viewpoint of them. I wish I could take those moments back! I'd much rather be a cheerful and optimistic girl.

I have been trying. To look on the bright side, like always and it has its rewards, I agree. But the moody part of me pops up out of nowhere just because of certain actions the people around me do- I'm easily affected. I don't really like this part of myself? Because when I start to dislike someone, I dislike everything they do and then the pent up frustration builds up and I become moody and all and everyone starts avoiding me. I can't control myself!

I feel like I need to see a psychologist cos it's not like it's normal to have mood swings several times of the week?! Ok fine maybe the plus point is I'll become hyper but I'd always be exhausted and moody after that.

Some other answers I got:

"You Are Depressed, I'm like that a lot also, it gets to the point where i can't move, i don't even want to get out of bed, i can't clean house are anything, i went to the doctor, and got help for this, you should go also, ASAP"

"Sounds like depression.

You should probably see someone, like a psychologist. BEWARE of antidepressants though, they all are REALLY POWERFUL drugs that effect your mind DRASTICALLY.

If you are a teen, then this is normal. Your body chemistry is changing and your mind is flooded with hormones. You just got to stick though it, in your mid 20s it gets better usually and you stabilize.

Still see a councilor if you can afford one.

Edited-

Definitely Sounds like you have depression. Find out why you are depressed and then address that issue. It is the only way you can solve this.

And addressing the issue just might mean changing your own cognitions, that is what I had to do. (cognitions means your thoughts and the way you think) "

"this is a mood disorder. i have this too and it took me a long time to understand it, but once i did, it helped me out a lot. please look it up, consult a psychiatrist, go to a support group.

also please realize, that to solve this, you won't be able to get answers for this on yahoo! answers, it's a long road ahead of you for a cure and you'll have to look inside yourself."

Well sounds like I have depression apart from the answer which I prefer (the 1st one. who likes to be thought of being diagnosed with depression?!)

Well hopefully recent founded strength to be optimistic works.

P.S I'm not going to do PACC I am so pissed. It is so hard!

P.P.S http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20071220220215AAtx6gj <-source

Free drink

2012-01-11T22:42:00.005+08:00

Had lor mee with Grandma in the morning! Wanted to break my promise to eat with her cos I was so tired but then I couldn't bear to. Haven't been spending quality time with her recently, I will treat her better from now on! Hope she'll eat more healthily :(

Am so tired :( Stupid projects! Seriously.

Sold $49 worth of clothes this week, but then bought so much things that it became loss instead. I think I have a problem with myself? I should stop buying just cos it's cheap!

And my editor's market shoes are spoilt. Again. I mean, $45 dollar for this shoe leh! At least improve the quality of it? I wouldn't mind buying it for $55-$60 more for it to be more durable? The cutting is really nice though. Going to go exchange it for some clothes this friday ^^v

Really very 离谱 leh how can a shoe be ripped?? Didn't even notice it. Sigh

Went to boon lay to buy new shoes since Bby said that jurong east had a lot of shoe shops. Ok I know I'm suagu but I've been there for the second time today, plus the first time I just walked through it to take mrt. AND I didn't know that jurong point was beside boon lay mrt. I thought it was at the jurong east mrt. Oh well ~.~ now I know.

Jurong point was quite big! Walked around feeling very insecure with my ripped shoe and hoped the salesgirls didn't notice my shoes. Omgomgomg did I mention that there's nice shops that sells stuff like the things at bugis (much pricier though) and blogshops?! Heh was so happy to find those shops. Though Bby was tired from carrying his cue case and bag around. Sorry :(

After giving shops like John Little and Bata a chance(I knew I shouldn't have), we went into giovanna and I knew that I was going to get my shoes here. Felt a bit weird with Bby in the shop with me though! Not used to getting a guy's opinion. And anyway I bought 2 for $36 weeeeeee! So cheap. Unlike mondo. Seriously cheat feelings. Placed nice shoes on the 30% discount rack but they were priced at the price sticker on them instead -.- Ok I sound like a real aunty now!

Then went to the supermarket, fooled around inside and........ nvm I won't tell! Should have bought the khong guan biscuits though..

Went into a shop that sold a lot of cheap stuff. $1 for 6 different kinds of combs?! ONE FREAKING DOLLAR!!!!!!!!! Been looking for the sharp end kind of comb for quite some time and was thrilled to see it being sold so cheaply ^^ somemore 2 of the combs were wine red colour ^^

Yes I know my hair's frizzy :( maybe I shld rebond soon? Hmm..

Bby: "Giovanna 坐牢 liao"- LOLLL he's spastic like that <3

His cue case. Got snakeskin AND studs. Epitome of beauty @.@

Walked around jurong point some more, walked into shops and saw a snow leopard print shoe and wine red flats at rubi. I didn't know they recently started selling such nice shoes o.O Will buy them once I get money ^^

Then went to ananas to eat. Their stuff damn cheap lo. There's one in pasir ris too I think! I like these kind of stalls, so economical yet nice.

Spammed with chili

We like to use the brown paper and mash the rice into the spoon so it'd take the shape of the spoon. I think it's nicer to eat that way. More fun too ^^ Took the train home, we have a habit of standing outside the train doors when the other is in the train and the other is outside. Then people would be staring like "what's so nice outside"? "pffft couples".

Grandma is forcing me to throw away my shoes!! :@ Even my track shoes! Ok fine I've left them to rot for 2+years but at least it's not spoilt right?? And all my shoes are like covered in dust...(the ones I don't wear) I feel so irresponsible :( I'LL TAKE BETTER CARE OF MY CURRENT SHOES NOW ^^

Optimism

2012-01-11T00:41:00.005+08:00

Super happy today! (yesterday) Sold like three of my stuff. Total amounts to $45. But then actually I made a loss. Bought those stuff from livejournals for $22 and above and I sold it at $18. :/ Ah well since I don't like it anymore it's better to get some money out of it? :) Gonna meetup with them at far areas, one girl asked me to meetup at serangoon (I was ok with that) at 730am. AM!!!!!!!!! But nvm la at least I get to sell it.

Been feeling really optimistic these days, like I can do anything if I believed and tried. I think it's because my relationships with people I care about have been progressing well? :) And though ITB's been a disappointment along with econs and FOM, but pacc surprised me! I guess 1 out of 4 topics should be ok ^^ Will work harder for projects from now on!

Went to clementi with my lovelies today to buy KOI, seems that we've been going there recently! They bought hazelnut+ice cream milk tea, and they were so cute! Kept asking me if I wanted to try their drinks.

Geng Yun: You want try anot? (hazelnut milk tea)

Me: *sips*

Amanda: Mine 70% leh. You want to try mine? :) (hazelnut milk tea too)

Me: No need, drank from geng yun already!

Geng yun: But mine 50%, her's 70%!

Me: Ok lor since you say till like that HAHA

Shopped around at the shop that Amanda wanted to go to. Saw a dress that reallyyyyy suited Geng yun, pink+ribbon+sweet. And the back is nice! But too bad she didn't buy :/ Amanda bought a unique colourblock top at $28. Jes bought a shorts, the back pockets of the shorts are like lined with crotchet material! I think it's nice and cheap :) I bought some faded light blue jeans. at $20. Been looking for this kind of wash for ages! Somemore it's TWENTY BUCKS ONLY. Better priced than the cotton on grey jeans man. To think of it, Amanda paid the most for a single top. I think the jeans and shorts are a better deal!

Walked around awhile more, wanted to stay there longer but then we had tons of project and homework to do :/ seriously it's not even like we're year 2 yet and we're so swamped with work already! Sighhhh.

Saw this rilakkuma handphone cover! Hate those suppliers for always designing covers for iphones instead of blackberrys. Oh yeah jes's using the stitch handphone cover that my aunt used before. Been seeing more and more people using that nowadays!

Sidetrack abit...

CAN YOU SEE THE NUMBER 10?? I'm taking that as an omen that my lucky number is 10. *superstitious*. Anyway speaking of being superstitious, they said that people born in the year of the Dog has to wear a red thread around their waist or ankle? But I don't think I'm going to do so cos it's ugly. But I don't know whether to look at the rooster's or the dog's, cos according to the chinese calendar I think I'm a rooster? Never mind I won't bother thinking about it now!

Panda

2012-01-08T22:21:00.004+08:00

Sigh weekends are like the busiest days in the week. But sometimes I get to earn money and sometimes I don't :) Buyers should be more considerate, when we're meeting at 4, come at 4 la please! I try so hard to be on time for you, least you could do is the same?? Sigh.

Met Bby at Yishun. And since both of us didn't eat lunch and breakfast (I ate some chicken though), we were veryyyyyy hungry. I decided on having a potluck(his words), like we'd buy lots of small snacks and then eat it as dinner. I was so happy man!! But then at the end of it Bby wasn't full :( Sorry lehhh. Should have eaten something else instead. But I love it when we order a lot of stuff and share, it's like.... save so much money can!?

Putu piring

Takoyaki (go pasar malam #1 confirm buy food.)

Ham and cheese as always!

Ramly Burger (go pasar malam #2 confirm buy food. Ok actually both ramly and takoyaki is MUST BUY.) Sigh I'm so hungry now T.T

After eating, we walked around Northpoint. Bby indulged himself in this double choc frappe. Till now I don't know how to pronounce frappe. And I'm lazy to learn also.

ME WANT FRAPPE TOO

Traded grab bag with another owner. Walao eh paid $5 for this panda bear that's missing one eye?! Seriously not gonna do business with her anymore. To think I gave her extra apparel cos I think that my tiger top is not enough -.-

Bby took this brochure thing and he said that this guy's face is very funny. Ok la hor? At first not that funny. But after you stare at it, I admit it does a little bit :x

Currently cherishing every minute with Bby. We're both so busy nowadays, it's like we have no time to meetup? Plus pool, the time outside for us is very limited. Plus he's gonna have his itp soon during the holidays. Sighhhh... Couldn't bear to leave him at the mrt just now. And I'm so worried about his back!! He's complaining that it's aching. But I don't know how to help :(

Ngor hiang

2012-01-08T02:59:00.008+08:00

SORRY I SAID I'D SLEEP AT 3 BUT I DIDN'T. I WANTED TO BLOG ABOUT TODAY(YESTERDAY) :(

Went to Bby's house. Like finally! Bby has been really overprotective about his house, saying that he won't let anyone go in anyhow. That applies especially to his girlfriend because his mum will be seeing her. Thank you for giving me the privilege ^^

Had a quite serious case of nerves before going there but I didn't show it. I mean like.... Meeting your boyfriend's mother has got to be intimidating the first time! But she wasn't that scary. Always smile smile one hehe. I LIKE! Was wondering what to call her: aunty, da jie or xiao jie?

Stayed there awhile and his mother fried something for us both. The portion looks damn small but we couldn't finish it. Had to keep it till night to eat before we could finish. Hard to believe right?!

The ngor hiang/fries/chicken thing

WAHAHAHAHA I camped at the door waiting for him to come in so I could snap a picture ^.^

His father gave us money to eat but after eating the fried food, I felt bloated. Then hungry. So Bby re-fried the food for dinner. Lol! Had a sudden craving for scrambled eggs and he helped me to cook too :D Thank you!

Adding the butter

The chef at work ~(^ ^)~ He's reallyyyyy good at beating the eggs. Seriously. Not one drop came out.

HONEY LEMON! This drink is super nice. Plus it's just $1. Cheaper than some of 7-11's mineral water

Look how well-stocked is his cny food!?

SCRAMBLED EGGS!!!! IT'S DAMN NICE LA PLEASE!! Looks damn nice seriously I hope he makes more for me next time. (HINTS)

Sit until very comfortable (Y) Eating roti prata. (He couldn't finish it. Small appetite as always! But then few hours later he was hungry again ~.~)

While eating the food and watching TV, I felt like we were already an old married couple. Haha! Seriously. Like damn nua and shu fu. I don't mind living this life ^^

Blur photos -.-

Walked to Lot One and went to the minitoons! Bby was looking for something to massage his back. Sigh he's like always aching. Arms/Back/Neck. :(

THIS IS DAMN CUTE PLEASE I WANT THE BIGGER VERSION OF IT!!

Sweets we bought. The micromini marshmallows are nice!! It's nice to bite and you won't get sick of it. I'll buy more next time :) Took a few cola sweets for Bby. Don't understand why he says it's nice :)

Was walking around when Bby pointed to me this. I mean Rilakkuma is naturally cute already. But with this pose?! I seriously don't know how to describe! So cuteeee T.T

HEHE I LOVE YOU XXXXXXXXX

F not F

2011-12-31T01:31:00.009+08:00

Went shopping with Aunt today!

Far east>Ion>Cineleisure>H&M>313

Damn tired seriously. And all the fitting rooms had a very long queue. It's irritating to have to just lop the shirt over your head in the store in front of a mirror. :/ So unglam. Wore mismatched shoes out, then when I looked into one of the mirrors, I was like OMGOMGOMG need to go buy new shoe to change now I want to die.

That thought was stuck in my head throughout the whole time we were walking to cine. I cursed and swore at the shops that didn't have my size. But in the end managed to find a shop and I threw the shoes away on impulse. $20++ leh :( Nvm la.

Then went to Toast Box to drink and talk.

I think she'd kill me if she saw her photo! She always say that she doesn't like being in a photo that has no professional studio lighting & camera. LOLLLL she damn crazy :D

Dinner! $6.30 at 313's Food Republic. Walao damn expensive lor please I buy cai fan also cheaper than this. But oh well it's nice ^^ Should try the potato+hotdog combination at the top right hand corner of the photo! The taste together very... (Y)

Taken at a shop in Orchard Central. Called moxxxxxxxx something. Forgot the shop name sorry! Mono something I think. The clocks there are damn nice! But also expensive la. My aunt and me liked on clock called deadly head. Priced at $99. Actually photography is not allowed. But I read that too late. Sorry!

The sofa so small, for baby to sit sia! o.o

Btw we went to the toilet in orchard central, the renowned high-class toilet haha! Forgot to take picture of it, but it has the rear-cleansing, front-cleansing(?), dryer and a stop button. Basically the toilet washes your butt, front and blowdrys them. LOL. The seats are warm too so you don't have to sit on a cold toilet seat. 2nd time going there. Going to take picture the 3rd time!

But when I was using it, the dryer wouldn't stop! I kept pressing stop stop stop but it wouldn't react. I sat there for quite long and then stood up to cover it with the lid. After awhile it stopped. *phew*

Walked around a bit longer and we went back to Serangoon. Bby waited for me there and gave me 2 donuts from J.co ^^ Brought the stuff I bought even though I went home to change beforehand so I can show off to him ^^

I ate the blackforest one (so nice omg so soft!!) and we shared the cripsy cereal chocolate one. I prefer the blackforest donut though!

Sat on the seats for a long while before I went to library to return books and then Fairprice to buy his drink+Counter Pain (some cream to help his aching back. Sighhhh never take care of yourself :( ). The queue for Fairprice forever long -.- Even the self checkout area. Bby did something very sneaky ^^ ;)

Sent him home after that, today's train service was extended to 1am! Wonder why :o

Virgins

2011-12-30T00:43:00.020+08:00

Just deleted few years worth of blog posts!! I feel so relieved.

Going to unprivatize blog too. Tagboard will be removed, but here's my last tagboard message to jiiii ^^ (You all don't know who I talking about la so don't guess)

-YA eh you like so petite and fair I think confirm stand out one :x Omgggg serious?! HI-5! Hahahahahaha ehhhh I not pretty like you so can't :x SHENJINGBING GOOD RIGHT? :D *sexy and i know it song comes on* I no money to have 2 big laopo so you tahan awhile k!? LOLOLOL. -Heh this girl damn cute ^^

OKKKKKKKKKKKK new form of posting. No more emo stuff, only good ones! :D Went out today to meetup with buyers. Hougang first, then rushed to catch the train to tiong bahru. Waited for like 20 minutes for them because I'd reach 20 minutes earlier and was too paiseh to rush them. Why am I forever early!? After tiong bahru, I took the wrong train (like I always do) towards dover instead of city hall. Luckily he wasn't in a rush so I took my time :)

Reached Orchard and decided to surprise Alvin by meeting him at where he was taking his x-ray. Walao I swear I'm damn suagu, don't know how to walk from wisma atria to paragon lol! But lucky got one kind malay adult told me :) THANKYOUUUUU! Heh didn't even realized Alvin was just in front of me because he's wearing this new shirt I didn't see him wear before. He looks so mature (Y) wink wink!

Went shopping after that. Topshop and cotton on having CRAZY SALES man seriously! Damn happy that I went out today. Then did he went to do this cue tip thingy and headed off to eat Ramen!

We ended up at Ajisen! We both have NEVER eaten ramen before (I know I know, damn suagu pls!). We were standing there deciding for very long before we agar agar know what we wanted. He ordered the teriyaki ramen set and I ordered the spicy char siew (they spell it differently there, didn't really pay attention to the names.) ramen. Both was $11, and with a set it'll cost $13.90 each. The set includes a side dish + a drink! We ordered different sides to share. The good thing about eating with your boyfriend is that everything can SHARE, like that also counted as the cost is split in half ^^ HEH I'm so budget I know. :P

Our food ♥

His Teriyaki Chicken thing! (I prefer this though, the teriyaki chicken is so nice!)

White Fish thing! (Sides)

Chicken thing! (Sides)

Spicy Char Siew Ramen thing :)

Seeing those pictures makes me hungry again :( Sigh. But I think not bad though! (Or maybe when you're starving everything tastes good). Got the QQ feeling. Almost teared from eating it, so spicy. I can't take spiciness. Bby helped me to drink all the oil, he says it's chilli oil so it's okay. But I feel disgusted at seeing the oil at the surface :/ Thank you ^^ ♥

Headed off to Frolick afterwards, saw the 1-for-1 promotion going on. I think we're like very lucky because we saw Frolick before going to Ajisen. In my head I was thinking, nah I'd rather eat Glacious. More worth it. Then Bby pointed out there was a promotion! Made me damn excited! And the lucky part was it only happens on Tuesdays and Thursdays at Bugis! Not sure if it happens elsewhere but I know Bugis has the promotion. So it's like $5.10 for two size B cups. By the way only size A and B are available for the cup sizes. Chose strawberry+oreo bits and original+milo balls(?) SEEEEE it's good to share! Try different things and save money :D

Teehee he eat until happy only ^^

The chairs are quite cool, Frolick quite innovative ah!

Saw a very cute baby (okay fine toddler or whatever!) while eating. He walks like a penguin!! Omggg so cute. Bby couldn't keep talking about that toddler/baby. He LOVES babies/toddlers man seriously. :)

Hate it when my BB Bold takes blurry pictures!! :(

HAHAHAHA I added the shit.

He go and stir the yogurt... Seriously it looks gross don't you think!? Stopped eating from his cup soon after that. He says it's to prevent the balls from always sticking to his spoon. So... I named this post virgins cos we are both suagu people having virgin experiences when it comes to eating (also means first time eating la)

Bby wanted to buy a new bag so we went to lots of stores to find. Pictures of the Wanderer bag from Nixon online differs from the real life picture of it. The online version is so much nicer! Saw Pin Xiu and his friend :) Then went to Everlast, Converse and then BHG. He finally bought his bag after thinking for very long. Sadly there was no white one for him :/ But bby you also cannot maintain! Wahahahaa :P But cannot blame him for thinking that long. Guys stuff are so expensive, seriously the things in topman... Their prices win topshop lol.

♥.♥ :x

Trained to Nex. Was tired so we sat on the chairs.

Sorry ah I forever will have same face in pictures one because I look ugly when I pose.

This boy forever don't want to stay still :@

these two taken few days ago, but since there's the chipmunks in I might as well put it in. Alvin and Alvin! :D

OOOOOOKKAAYYYYYYYYY this promotion has been going on before xmas but I'm sharing it with you now!

Just have to buy Ultimate QQ Milk Tea or Glassy Jelly Milk Tea and you will get a FREE Signature Chocolate drink (M-size). So also like 2-for-1 lor heh! Have been making good use of this promotion for a few times. But last two days!! Starting from today. This is at Nex.

Tadaahhhhhh!! Ultimate QQ Milk Tea+ Specialty Chocolate

I don't like the glassy jelly (ugh keep mixing them up with grass jelly.) though. Looks like worms+ the taste not as good as the pearls in my opinion. But good for value!

Bby had a weird idea to mix the both so he'd get chocolate milk tea... (Shakes head)

So.... This is his final product! And actually it just tastes like milk tea. With a bit of chocolate taste. Which is what he wanted. So CONGRATS UH BBY!!! Hahahahha ^^